No. I'm not okay.
I'm a fucking heart broken mess.
I don't think I've cried this much since they killed Rhys and Gwen's anguished scream as she clutched his bloody body to her just cut right through me and I started sobbing like a fucking baby.
I really, really don't know if I can continue to watch this show after tomorrow if there is no Ianto. (hormones suck. i very well may change my mind 60 seconds from now.)
Oh, so much ♥ for Alice and Gwen and the scary, scary government lady. Finally women on this show who can seriously kick ass.